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Thieves of Joy

I like to think I am a decent writer. After I wrote my last blog post, I asked one of my writer friends to read it. She said I had inspired HER to deliver her own message through her own blog. That made me ecstatic. My blog had inspired someone to take action.  Then I read her first draft.   It was excellent. And then, I almost went down a path--one that says "she is a better writer than me."  I am insecure about my own writing because I went through some trial periods where people decided to call my work pedestrian, blunt and unprofessional. I now know those people's words should have not have had an effect on me--because guess who is still writing?  Maybe that insecurity is a writer/creative thing. I think it's called imposter syndrome. By even entertaining the "am I really good enough?" thought, I am opening up my mental home to a thief .  I have made the mistake of opening the door to let that little criminal come in and rob me blind of my determinatio...

Observations from Bowie and Beyond

 I have some great friends who have made some insightful observations about me in the past month.  I'm going to warn you, this is long.  I am blessed to have them in my life and absorb their insights. We got together a few days ago and I believe God is using them to get a message to me.   I believe God placed these women in my life for a reason.  Even if you are not a Christian, it just kind of seems the universe has a way of connecting us with people when we need them most. I told my friend AJ about how I used to write a blog, and she just bluntly asked me,  "Why haven't you been doing that [blogging]?"  I didn't have a good answer. I felt ashamed.  I hadn't been writing regularly since 2018. I had to ask myself the same question.  I have a little perfectionist meanie who lives in my head. I named her Ethel and she convinced me this writing part of my life was over.  I wasn't a writer anymore.   She says these things over...